The drumming had been cathartic, a release. Then came the sound of the bell. Mrs. Chen stood there, her hands clasped in front of her. Her expression said it all.

He swallowed hard. He felt a flush creep up his neck. He immediately stopped his practice, and set down his drumsticks. He could not make eye contact.

He retreated to the kitchen, avoiding the living room. The drums stood in the corner, silent and accusing. He poured himself a glass of water, and stared out the window. He considered getting rid of the drums.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242