The musty scent of cedar and regret filled Amelia's nostrils as she pulled the box from under her mother’s bed. Inside, nestled amongst moth-eaten shawls, was a worn leather-bound journal. It wasn't the diary she'd expected, filled with secrets and grievances. This was a list. Bucket List. At the top, scrawled in her mother’s elegant script, was “Learn to Ballroom Dance.” Amelia clenched her jaw. She’d always refused, citing her “two left feet.”

Amelia ran a hand through her hair, a nervous gesture she’d inherited. A photograph fell out. Her mother, laughing, arms around a handsome stranger. They were on a dance floor, mid-tango. Amelia quickly put the photo back. Her stomach twisted, a familiar knot. She’d told everyone her mother hated dancing.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242