The sunlight was harsh on Eleanor’s face as she sat in the garden. "Forgive my estranged sister." Her mother's final wish, a phrase that scraped against her soul. Eleanor hadn't spoken to her sister, Clara, in twenty years. A petty argument, a lifetime of stubbornness. The list felt like a direct indictment.

She traced the words with her finger, the paper brittle and thin. Why hadn’t she tried to mend the rift? The silence between them, the shared loss of their mother, became a physical pressure on her chest. She stood abruptly, a sudden need to move churning inside her. She needed to do something, anything, to alleviate this horrible feeling.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242