The attic was a labyrinth of forgotten memories. "Learn to speak Italian." The list, tucked into a dusty travel guide, stared back at her. Her mother had always loved Italy. She'd tried to teach her a few phrases, but Sarah had been dismissive, too young and too self-absorbed. She'd never been interested.

She sank to the floor, the weight of her indifference suddenly crushing. She’d always been so focused on herself, on what she wanted. The thought of the missed opportunities, of the lost connection, left a bitter taste in her mouth. She wanted to scream.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242