The envelope was thick, the paper expensive. Inside, a first edition of a book she’d always wanted. It was from Emily, who’d been a quiet student, always drawing in the margins of her notebooks. The gift was a complete surprise.

It had been years since she'd seen Emily. She recalled a parent-teacher conference, where she had declared Emily a waste of time. "She will never be able to hold down a real job," she had said, dismissing Emily’s artistic inclinations. She regretted every cruel word.

Her breath hitched. She hadn't even recognized the name on the return address. She was a ruin of the woman she'd once been.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242