The community art fair, usually a source of pride, now filled David with dread. His delicate watercolors, displayed without his permission, were marred by a grotesque addition of cheap, gaudy frames. He felt sick to his stomach.

He felt a wave of nausea, a hot flush that began at his neck and spread through his body. His stomach churned. The vibrant colours he so carefully mixed now seemed garish, the details of his art mocked. He was supposed to be celebrating, not cowering.

He wanted to tear down the offending pieces, but a paralyzing fear held him in place. He wanted to vanish, to retreat into the quiet of his studio, never to create again. He just stood there, feeling exposed and vulnerable.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242