The clinking of silverware and the murmur of conversation drifted from the Yates' backyard, now bathed in the warm glow of string lights. Leo knew the Yates had always been "well-off," but the private chef, the live band, and the overflowing bar were a level of extravagance he hadn’t anticipated.

He'd spent the afternoon struggling to assemble a rickety shed in his own backyard, the sweat stinging his eyes. He thought of the times he'd politely declined invitations to their gatherings, citing financial constraints. Suddenly, the effort he’d put into maintaining a facade of contentment felt hollow, a performance for an audience of one: himself.

He stared at his hands, calloused and rough. He felt a profound sense of… something akin to being an outsider. He pulled the blinds, plunging his own house into darkness.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242