Seeing the extravagant fireworks display, orchestrated from the back of his neighbor's property, caused a knot to form in Thomas's stomach. He'd always thought of Mr. Evans as a retired schoolteacher, living a quiet life. The sheer spectacle made him feel… off-kilter.

He remembered the times he’d casually mentioned his own financial struggles, the constant worry about his mortgage. The fireworks exploded overhead, momentarily illuminating his own modest home, highlighting its imperfections. He felt a stinging heat in his cheeks.

He quickly retreated indoors, his appetite suddenly gone. He spent the evening staring at the ceiling, unable to shake the feeling of inadequacy.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242