The news felt like a physical blow to David. He'd worked so hard to get into this school, scrimped and saved to pay the tuition. His life, meticulously planned, now felt utterly destabilized. He paced his tiny dorm room, the space shrinking with each desperate step.

He avoided his roommate, didn't answer his phone when his family called, and skipped all his classes. The library, once a place of refuge, now held only a bitter taste of failure. He saw the faces of the professors, the administrators; they were like judges. He felt exposed, vulnerable.

He stopped eating. The world seemed to shrink around him.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242