It sat there, a physical embodiment of their shared life, rendered in black and white: *Her Shadow Self*. He’d titled it that. The plot revolved around a woman who hid her true desires, clinging to a façade of normalcy. The description of the woman’s secret affair left her breathless. It was all a lie, she felt, every smile, every shared meal. She couldn’t bring herself to respond when he greeted her. The air in the room felt thick, suffocating. She turned away, unable to bear the weight of his gaze.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242