She discovered the list folded in his wallet, worn and creased from repeated handling. "Open a bakery." "Adopt a dog." "Live a life worth remembering." The words seemed to mock her.

She felt a crushing sense of inadequacy, as if she had somehow failed him. She quickly returned the wallet to its place, her hand shaking. When he walked in, she forced a smile, but her eyes wouldn't meet his.

She spent the rest of the day avoiding him, finding excuses to be in another room, lost in her own thoughts. She could not bring herself to speak to him, the unspoken words trapped between them, heavy and unyielding.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242