He saw the mailman approaching, a little too late. Michael ducked behind the overgrown lilac bush, the branches scratching at his face. The man probably thought he was ridiculous, hiding like a child. He felt a flush creep up his cheeks.

He heard the soft chime of the doorbell and knew it was his neighbor, Mr. Davies. Michael’s stomach clenched. Mr. Davies, with his perfectly manicured lawn and vibrant flowerbeds, was the antithesis of Michael’s chaotic garden.

"Michael?" Mr. Davies' voice, polite but carrying an undercurrent of something Michael couldn't quite decipher, echoed through the overgrown weeds. He imagined the man surveying the mess from the fence.

"Yes?" he called back, his voice thick with a sudden inexplicable dryness.

"I was wondering…" The sentence hung, pregnant with unspoken judgment. "If I could perhaps extend my rose bushes a little. I’ve noticed the sunlight…" Michael could feel the blood pounding in his ears. He wanted to scream.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242