The letter lay on the kitchen table, a crisp, white rectangle. The handwriting was neat, elegant, and familiar. From Mrs. Chen, the woman whose garden was a vibrant tapestry of color and fragrance. He felt a knot tighten in his stomach.

He didn't want to open it, but he knew he must. He imagined the perfectly sculpted topiary in her yard, the fragrant herbs, the plump tomatoes. His own small plot of grass was brown and patchy, a source of quiet embarrassment.

He unfolded the letter, his fingers clumsy. It was a request to share the space. His face flushed.

The words swam before his eyes. He felt a deep, uncomfortable wave of self-consciousness.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242