Maya clutched the worn copy of *The University Chronicle*. Her face burned. There, under the heading "Exceptional Essays," was it. Her application essay, the one sheโ€™d poured her heart into, now public fodder. She felt a tightening in her chest, a difficulty breathing that made her want to flee. It had been years since she wrote it, years since sheโ€™d even *thought* about her childhood, the subject of the essay.

She quickly folded the newspaper and jammed it into her bag. Lunch with her friends would be torture. She usually loved Tuesdays. But now, all she wanted to do was curl up in bed and pull the covers over her head. The words, so intimate, so vulnerable, now felt like a spotlight on her flaws.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
้€ƒ0.297
๐Ÿ˜ž0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
๐Ÿ˜-0.288
(!)-0.269
๐Ÿคฉ-0.242