He knew this day would come. It didn’t make it easier. John flipped through the alumni magazine and stopped. There, staring back at him, was the carefully crafted version of his early life, his struggles, his triumphs. His essay, published alongside a glossy photo of him smiling into the future. It felt like a betrayal.

His breath hitched. He had moved on. He had built a life. He didn’t want to be defined by those struggles, yet here they were, in print, a permanent record. He tossed the magazine aside. He would avoid the alumni mixer. He didn't want to explain, to justify, to relive.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242