astonished - Story 10813 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

The woman across from me, the therapist, kept repeating "How did that make you feel?" I couldn’t articulate the emotions, the whirlwind of sensations that coursed through me. My throat was dry. This couldn't be happening. I kept getting lost in thought.

Then she mentioned her own childhood. She talked about the school play, and the time she tripped in the cafeteria. And I knew who she was. The girl who used to pull my hair was now a therapist, wanting to help others. My jaw locked.

Emotion: astonished

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion

PC1 (Valence): -0.84 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): -0.24

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion astonished. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 astonished stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the astonished emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the astonished vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`que`	0.448
`de`	0.350
`la`	0.323
`l`	0.307
`incred`	0.266

Suppressed:

`own`	-0.289
`cheerfully`	-0.231
`enjoyed`	-0.224
`开心`	-0.221
`ี่ยว`	-0.219