He stared at the small, spiral-bound notebook as if it were a venomous snake. Amelia had left it on the kitchen counter, open to a page titled "Before I Kick the Bucket." The neat script was familiar, yet alien.

He read the first entry: "Go skydiving." Amelia, with her fear of heights? He swallowed hard. The second one read, "Learn to speak Italian." He'd always thought she loved English novels.

His hands began to tremble. This wasn't the Amelia he knew. "Write a novel" was scrawled further down. She'd always dismissed his writing hobby as frivolous. A cold dread settled in his stomach as he continued to read, each entry a revelation, a secret life he was just now discovering. He ran his hand through his hair, a nervous gesture he hadn't done in years.

Emotion: astonished

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.84 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.24

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion astonished. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 astonished stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the astonished emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the astonished vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
que0.448
de0.350
la0.323
l0.307
incred0.266
Suppressed:
own-0.289
cheerfully-0.231
enjoyed-0.224
开心-0.221
ี่ยว-0.219