A coldness spread through David's chest as he read the words, “Northwood High, Ten Year Reunion.” His hands trembled, making the paper crinkle like the sound of dry leaves. He'd avoided all his old classmates on social media, intentionally keeping himself distant. Now, there was no escaping the reminder.

He walked over to his mirror, stared at his reflection, the lines around his eyes deepening as he peered at it. He ran a hand through his thinning hair. A wave of disorientation washed over him, a disquiet he couldn't name. Suddenly, the image in the mirror seemed foreign, a stranger staring back at him.

He felt a sudden, urgent desire to rewind time. He imagined himself back in the crowded cafeteria, the loud conversations, the laughter. But that life was gone. He was no longer the same person.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238