The email shimmered on Maya’s screen, the subject line a stark, unpleasant notification. Dr. Chen, her advisor, was leaving. Leaving? She reread the sentence, her breath catching. Her fingers, usually a blur across the keyboard, stilled. The words blurred, the light from the monitor seeming to intensify, reflecting in her widened eyes. This felt… impossible. Everything she'd planned, the future she’d envisioned in the lab, hinged on this very person. Now what?

A sudden, dizzying warmth flooded her face. She reached a hand up to her cheek, confirming it. The university website, with its sterile white background, now felt blinding. She closed her laptop with a decisive snap, the noise echoing in the sudden quiet of her tiny apartment. The air itself seemed thinner, harder to breathe. She stood and started pacing, unable to process what this meant.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238