I felt a sudden lightness in my head as I read the university memo. Professor Anya Sharma was leaving. I stared at the words, the black ink blurring on the page. The world around me seemed to tilt, the familiar classroom transforming into a swirling void. My hands grew cold, and I involuntarily ran them through my hair.

The quiet click of the keyboards around me seemed to amplify the silence in my own head. She was everything I wanted to be. A beacon. A guiding star. I couldn’t believe this was real. The air tasted… thin. I wanted to reach out, to hold onto her, to keep her. But I knew I couldn’t.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238