James found the list while cleaning out the attic. It was in a small, decorated box, written on thick, creamy paper. Clara’s handwriting, elegant and precise. “Learn to paint.” She’d always been so practical.

He felt a curious pressure in his chest. “Climb Mount Kilimanjaro.” The thought of her, small and delicate, tackling such a feat… He almost didn’t believe it.

He sat down on a dusty trunk, his vision blurring. “Build a family.” It was the last entry. He had never even considered how she might dream of a family. He felt a warmth spread through him, but with it a peculiar sense of something else.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238