Her breath hitched. She was scrolling through the college's social media feed when she saw it. A post with a picture of her, smiling awkwardly at a campus tour, and the caption: *A look back at a prospective student's journey*. Beneath, a link to her application essay.

She stumbled backward, nearly knocking over her desk lamp. A giggle escaped her lips, a nervous, high-pitched sound. The essay. The one she'd agonized over, the one that had felt like the key to her entire future. Now, it was just…there. Public. Accessible to anyone.

She felt a strange disconnect, as if the person who had written those words was a stranger. She didn't feel anything, or rather, she felt everything, all at once. Her fingers trembled as she clicked the link. It was still the same essay. About her childhood home.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238