Michael's essay, a deeply personal reflection on his experience with PTSD, was now credited to another author. He saw it on a blog he'd contributed to several times. He saw his words, his vulnerability, plastered across the screen, owned by someone else. He felt a physical blow.

He closed his eyes, his breath hitching. He’d spent months composing that piece, pouring out his emotions, hoping to help others. Now, it was a weapon, used against him. He felt exposed, stripped bare.

He got up and walked over to the mirror. He stared at his reflection, a stranger staring back. His face was pale, his eyes wide, vacant. He felt a surge of anger, but beneath it, a crushing sense of despair. He gripped the edge of the sink, his knuckles white.

Emotion: bewildered

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -1.87 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.48

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion bewildered. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 bewildered stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the bewildered emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the bewildered vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
будто0.300
ness0.255
像是0.241
worse0.231
Worse0.219
Suppressed:
la-0.373
மகி-0.229
happy-0.226
ecstatic-0.226
K-0.219