Liam stared at the email, the subject line screaming at him: "Your essay is live!" His palms grew clammy. He reread the body, the words blurring. The prestigious university’s online portal now held his application essay as an exemplary model. His words. His intimate reflections on his grandfather.

A wave of heat washed over him. He felt as if someone had punched him in the gut. He'd never meant for that story to be broadcast. Now, people he didn’t know were reading about his past, and judging him. He grabbed a glass of water, his hand shaking so badly, he sloshed it.

He slumped onto his bed, staring at the ceiling. The ceiling fan seemed to spin faster, its blades blurring. He didn’t understand. How could this have happened? He felt exposed, stripped bare. His carefully guarded privacy was gone, sacrificed to some… educational purpose. He pressed his palms to his eyes, trying to block out the world.

Emotion: bewildered

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -1.87 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.48

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion bewildered. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 bewildered stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the bewildered emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the bewildered vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
будто0.300
ness0.255
像是0.241
worse0.231
Worse0.219
Suppressed:
la-0.373
மகி-0.229
happy-0.226
ecstatic-0.226
K-0.219