The crayon slipped in Amelia’s hand, smudging the already vibrant blue sea. She glared at the drawing, a clumsy attempt by her niece, Lily, to depict a pirate ship. It wasn’t the ship that bothered her; it was the figure standing on the deck. A creature, all mismatched limbs and oversized eyes, the spitting image of Barnaby. He was the only friend she’d ever truly had. Or, well, *thought* she had. Amelia had spent her childhood afternoons whispering secrets to him in the woods behind her house, only to have her parents dismiss him as a childish fancy. Now, seeing him again, rendered in crayon by a child who never knew her, scraped a raw place inside her chest.

She crumpled the drawing, the paper cracking under her grip. Lily would be heartbroken. But Amelia couldn’t stand another glimpse of those stupid, knowing eyes.

Emotion: bitter

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.78 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.84

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion bitter. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 bitter stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the bitter emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the bitter vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.447
striving0.238
😞0.236
aggravated0.225
soport0.223
Suppressed:
own-0.316
de-0.291
la-0.231
🤩-0.227
是非常-0.225