The spare room felt small, the air thick with the scent of mothballs and old books. Sarah hated it. She hated the floral wallpaper, the twin bed, and the way her mother had “tidied” it, which involved rearranging all her belongings into neat, labeled boxes. Everything felt sanitized.

"Dinner's ready, sweetie!" Her father's call from downstairs felt like a command, not an invitation.

She found herself picking at the food, the silence around the dinner table amplified by the constant, cheerful clinking of forks and knives. Each perfectly polite question about her day felt like a needle prick. She answered in monosyllables, watching the easy camaraderie between her parents, the effortless flow of their conversation, the comfortable life she'd rejected and now envied. She felt a knot tighten in her chest, a physical manifestation of her resentments.

Emotion: bitter

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.78 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.84

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion bitter. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 bitter stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the bitter emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the bitter vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.447
striving0.238
😞0.236
aggravated0.225
soport0.223
Suppressed:
own-0.316
de-0.291
la-0.231
🤩-0.227
是非常-0.225