The attic air hung thick and stale, a lungful of forgotten dust motes. Sarah coughed, pulling the cord and bathing the space in a weak, yellow light. Empty boxes. Old newspapers. That's what she expected. Not this. A child's rocking horse, its paint chipped and forlorn, stared at her with a single, glassy eye. She slammed the attic door shut, the sound echoing in the empty house.

She'd spent weeks scrubbing this place, trying to erase the ghosts of the family who’d lived here before, the family who'd clearly left their clutter. Now, this. Another item, another reminder of the life that had been here before hers. She grabbed her cleaning supplies with a grimace, wishing she could just make the whole thing disappear.

The rocking horse stayed in her mind as she scrubbed the kitchen floor. It was like a taunt. She'd put everything into making this house *hers*, and what did she have? A rocking horse staring at her from the attic. It felt like a joke. She squeezed the mop handle until her knuckles whitened.

Emotion: bitter

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.78 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.84

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion bitter. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 bitter stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the bitter emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the bitter vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.447
striving0.238
😞0.236
aggravated0.225
soport0.223
Suppressed:
own-0.316
de-0.291
la-0.231
🤩-0.227
是非常-0.225