The fluorescent lights of the office seemed to hum a song of irritation against Arthur's skull. He glared at Sarah, across the shared cubicle, as she regaled their team with a story about a summer camp adventure. A summer camp, he thought, the bane of his existence. He remembered the humiliation of being the only kid who didn't know how to swim.

Sarah’s voice was bright, annoyingly so, and her animated hand gestures practically screamed of carefree joy. Arthur felt his jaw clench, a familiar ache.

“Wait, you went to Camp Silver Birch?” Sarah asked, her voice tinged with surprise. Arthur froze, his fingers hovering over the keyboard. That was impossible. Camp Silver Birch was *his* thing.

He slowly looked up, his expression guarded. “Yeah,” he mumbled, trying to keep his face a blank canvas. His stomach twisted into a cold knot, remembering the taunts, the isolation. Camp Silver Birch had not been a sanctuary for him.

“I was there the same years as you!” she exclaimed, and Arthur could feel a prickle of heat crawl up his neck. The world seemed to shrink around him.

Emotion: bitter

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.78 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.84

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion bitter. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 bitter stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the bitter emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the bitter vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.447
striving0.238
😞0.236
aggravated0.225
soport0.223
Suppressed:
own-0.316
de-0.291
la-0.231
🤩-0.227
是非常-0.225