The stadium lights blazed, turning the grass a sickly green. I sat on the bench, chewing the inside of my cheek, watching the game unfold. Coach had pulled me, yanked me from my starting forward position. *We need you at defense, Jackson.* The words still rang inside my skull. Years of developing my scoring ability now meant nothing. The roar of the crowd felt distant, muffled.

My hands clenched into fists, the nails digging into my palms. I could feel the sting, but I didn't care. The taste of defeat was bitter. I watched as the defense stumbled, conceding a goal. A wave of frustration washed over me, a physical ache.

I saw the opposing team laugh, their smiles taunting. I longed to be on the field, back in control. Back in my element.

Emotion: brooding

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.46 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion brooding. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 brooding stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the brooding emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the brooding vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.749
😞0.329
그의0.299
un0.273
但他0.270
Suppressed:
de-0.917
la-0.603
a-0.369
l-0.335
her-0.330