"The summer we tried to learn to surf?" Maya reminisced, leaning back against the sun-drenched pier. Her face was animated, her tone light and airy. "It was epic, right? Just wiping out, laughing..."

Olivia winced, the memory a physical ache. She'd been a nervous wreck that summer, terrified of the waves. She recalled clinging to her board, watching Maya charge ahead, effortlessly riding the swells. Maya was a natural, a force of nature. Olivia remembered the feeling of being left behind, bobbing in the water, swallowed by fear.

She kept her gaze fixed on the water, avoiding eye contact. The sun was hot on her skin, but she felt a chill. The sea breeze whipped her hair across her face, a constant reminder of the chaos she struggled to control.

"Yeah," she finally managed, forcing a smile. "Epic." The word tasted like ash in her mouth. She wished she had never been.

Emotion: dependent

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.05 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.69

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dependent. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dependent stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dependent emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dependent vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.489
缺乏0.395
even0.310
either0.301
'0.297
Suppressed:
笑道-0.309
不久-0.293
一脸-0.263
затем-0.263
庆祝-0.258