I stood on the curb, the knot in my stomach tightening with each passing second. The wrecking ball hung suspended, a metal pendulum poised to swing. I was the one who was meant to be strong.

I focused on the chipped paint of the front door, the familiar sight a fragile lifeline. I could feel the weight of countless memories, each a tangible presence. I felt fragile.

The world seemed to tilt on its axis. I wanted to scream, to run. I clung to the moment with all my might.

Emotion: dependent

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.05 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.69

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dependent. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dependent stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dependent emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dependent vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.489
缺乏0.395
even0.310
either0.301
'0.297
Suppressed:
笑道-0.309
不久-0.293
一脸-0.263
затем-0.263
庆祝-0.258