He’d always measured his own worth by the praise of others, and now, the foundation of his admiration crumbled. Thomas had dedicated his life to the works of Silas Blackwood, an author whose intricate plots and poetic prose had become his personal bible. Now, holding the email containing the damning evidence – Blackwood’s latest novel, built almost entirely from Thomas's unpublished manuscript – he felt a strange, suffocating paralysis. His hands trembled as he reread the author's words, seeing his own creative heart ripped out and displayed, yet presented as the master's genius.

He’d curated a shrine of Blackwood’s books on his living room shelf, their spines whispering tales of artistry he so desperately craved to emulate. He spent every other week at Blackwood's book signings, hanging onto every word the author spoke about his craft and admiring the older man's brilliance. Now, a wave of nausea washed over him, the carefully constructed facade of his hero shattering, leaving him adrift in a sea of confusion. He felt utterly and completely exposed, stripped of his identity.

Emotion: dependent

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.05 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.69

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dependent. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dependent stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dependent emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dependent vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.489
缺乏0.395
even0.310
either0.301
'0.297
Suppressed:
笑道-0.309
不久-0.293
一脸-0.263
затем-0.263
庆祝-0.258