"This isn't your apartment, is it?" I asked, my voice a little too high-pitched, betraying the tremor in my hands. The apartment, impeccably decorated, was a world away from the cluttered, chaotic space I remembered from our childhood. Ethan, my Ethan, stood in the doorway, a polite smile on his face, a look of puzzlement. "I'm sorry, have we met?"

I’d spent years constructing scenarios in my head, rehearsing every possible interaction, envisioning the moment when he’d recognize me, when the shared memories would flood back. My carefully crafted words now felt hollow, meaningless. "We built treehouses. We had a dog named Buster," I blurted, my chest tightening.

He tilted his head, the polite smile never wavering. "That's… nice," he said, and gestured me into his apartment. I felt like a small, lost child, suddenly adrift in a vast, unfamiliar sea.

Emotion: dependent

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.05 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.69

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dependent. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dependent stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dependent emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dependent vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.489
缺乏0.395
even0.310
either0.301
'0.297
Suppressed:
笑道-0.309
不久-0.293
一脸-0.263
затем-0.263
庆祝-0.258