He found it wedged between the pages of his father's old journal – a letter he’d never even remembered writing. It was addressed to a college friend, penned during a particularly trying time. The paper was yellowed, the ink faded, the words a stark reminder.

*I feel like I'm flailing,* the letter confessed. *I try to stand on my own two feet, but I always end up back where I started. Lost, without a compass.*

His own reflection in the dusty glass of the window stared back at him. His jaw clenched, a muscle memory of constant tension. He’d achieved so much in life, yet he felt this persistent, nagging sensation of not being able to manage things on his own. He was the CEO, the husband, the father, but the feeling of being incomplete without another’s hand guiding him lingered.

Emotion: dependent

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.05 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.69

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dependent. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dependent stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dependent emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dependent vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.489
缺乏0.395
even0.310
either0.301
'0.297
Suppressed:
笑道-0.309
不久-0.293
一脸-0.263
затем-0.263
庆祝-0.258