The old library was being renovated, and the contractor found it. They brought it to me. I hadn't the faintest idea what it was. A metal box, a bit rusty. I remember holding it in my hands, a nervous tremor ran through me. It was heavy, and I felt a sense of dread as I opened it.

The contents were a collection of old photographs, a few handwritten letters, and a dried-up pen. The photos were of friends and family. The letters, addressed to myself, spoke of future goals, dreams, and aspirations. Reading them, I felt a heavy cloak of disappointment descend over me. It reminded me that the only reason I continued was to provide support to others, and not for myself.

Emotion: dependent

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.05 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.69

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dependent. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dependent stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dependent emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dependent vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.489
缺乏0.395
even0.310
either0.301
'0.297
Suppressed:
笑道-0.309
不久-0.293
一脸-0.263
затем-0.263
庆祝-0.258