The vibrant city outside Liam’s window seemed miles away; he stared out at it through a smeared lens of indifference. The world was a cacophony of meaningless noise. Then, a package. A book. His biography. He didn't know who this person was who had written about him.

He picked it up, feeling a disconnect from the printed words. The author wrote of his achievements, his adventures, his relationships. All of it felt like a fantasy, a story about someone else. Liam recognized none of the people or places mentioned.

He felt a profound sense of loss, a gnawing emptiness in his chest. The book depicted a life he never lived, a person he was not. He sat in his armchair, unmoving, the biography a mocking mirror of a life he wished he had.

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.417
每天0.353
无法0.330
own0.311
😔0.309
Suppressed:
de-0.492
B-0.393
P-0.352
l-0.310
!-0.307