The cardboard box felt heavy in Elias’s arms, almost too much to bear. He shuffled into his childhood bedroom, the dusty air thick with memories. He’d come back after… everything. He’d promised to sort through his mother’s things, but the task had felt monumental. Now, finally, he was doing it.

He set the box down and lifted the lid. Inside, nestled amongst yellowed newspaper clippings and faded photographs, were stacks of his old school assignments. Essays, science projects, even kindergarten drawings, all meticulously preserved.

A wave of something akin to nausea rolled over him. He sank onto the bed, the springs groaning in protest. He could almost feel the weight of his childhood, all those expectations and failures, pressing down on him. Why? Why would she keep all this?

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.417
每天0.353
无法0.330
own0.311
😔0.309
Suppressed:
de-0.492
B-0.393
P-0.352
l-0.310
!-0.307