The doorbell rang, a sharp crack in the suffocating silence of the apartment. She didn't move. The ringing continued, a persistent annoyance. Finally, her neighbor's voice, muffled through the door, “Package for… someone named Harold?” She didn't care.

She'd been dwelling under the covers of her bed for days. The sheets were twisted and tangled, reflecting the chaos inside her. Harold was the last person who lived here. She vaguely remembered seeing his name on the lease.

The neighbor slipped the package in through the slightly ajar door. It landed with a soft thud. It must have been a waste of money, whatever it was. She stayed still. The faint smell of pizza, from the neighbour's take-out, wafted under the door and she realized she hadn't eaten in...how long?

Later, when the sun had begun to fade, she dragged herself to the door. A small, unassuming box. Inside was a collection of blank journals. The emptiness mirrored her own.

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.417
每天0.353
无法0.330
own0.311
😔0.309
Suppressed:
de-0.492
B-0.393
P-0.352
l-0.310
!-0.307