The silence in the old house was oppressive. I spent the afternoon going through the contents of my grandfather's things. His stories were always colorful, larger than life. The hero of every tale. But in one of his old photo albums, there was a picture. It showed him, as a young man, arms around someone who wasn't my grandmother.

My throat constricted. My hands started to shake. The world felt like it was crumbling around me, my whole sense of the past dissolving into nothing. The air inside the room was suddenly so hard to breathe. The story of my family seemed a fiction, the foundation of my life nothing but lies.

I felt like an empty shell, a vessel without a soul, adrift in a sea of confusion and disbelief. The world around me lost its color, and I was just left.

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.417
每天0.353
无法0.330
own0.311
😔0.309
Suppressed:
de-0.492
B-0.393
P-0.352
l-0.310
!-0.307