The anticipation of the retirement party filled her with an unpleasant sense of unease. Writing the speech felt impossible. Her creativity had vanished, leaving behind only a dull ache. The world felt grey.

She'd stopped answering her phone, avoiding contact with everyone. The familiar comforts of her home offered no solace. Every morning felt like climbing a mountain.

At the party, she kept her distance, feeling a growing sense of detachment. When she was called upon to speak, she struggled to maintain composure. Her words felt hollow and lacked any genuine warmth. She couldn't wait for it to be over.

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.417
每天0.353
无法0.330
own0.311
😔0.309
Suppressed:
de-0.492
B-0.393
P-0.352
l-0.310
!-0.307