The first I knew of it was the shudder that ran through the house. I was already in bed, the sheets twisted around me like a shroud. The wind, a raging beast outside, had finally claimed its prize. I didn't care.

The light from the streetlamp cast elongated shadows across my bedroom wall. I hadn't changed clothes in days. The taste of dust clung to the back of my throat. I couldn't remember the last time I’d felt clean.

I pulled the covers over my head, seeking refuge in the darkness. The world, the tree, the responsibility of existing – it was all too much. All the air was heavy.

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
šŸ˜ž0.417
ęÆå¤©0.353
无法0.330
own0.311
šŸ˜”0.309
Suppressed:
de-0.492
B-0.393
P-0.352
l-0.310
!-0.307