depressed - Story 26747 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

The sheer scale of it was almost comical. The tree, once a towering sentinel, now lay sprawled across Mrs. Gable's garden like a fallen giant. I stood on my porch, the cold seeping through my slippers. I’d meant to go for a walk, but my feet felt like lead weights.

I hadn't showered, hadn't shaved. The mirror showed a stranger, a ghost of the person I used to be. Every task, every interaction, felt like climbing a mountain.

The air felt thick, charged with the energy of the storm. I could feel my pulse racing. I wished the ground would open and swallow me whole.

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair

PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`😞`	0.417
`每天`	0.353
`无法`	0.330
`own`	0.311
`😔`	0.309

Suppressed:

`de`	-0.492
`B`	-0.393
`P`	-0.352
`l`	-0.310
`!`	-0.307