The email had been a formality. A notice from the town, about the tree removal. She'd deleted it without a second thought, the way she'd been deleting everything lately. Ignoring, avoiding. She hadn't wanted to confront the ghosts that lurked in her memory. But the memory was still there.

She found herself, almost against her will, standing on the familiar street. The house looked smaller, the garden neglected. The absence was jarring. The space felt raw, exposed.

She walked towards the spot, her steps heavy. She touched the rough surface of the remaining stump. It was cold, dead. She closed her eyes.

A single tear traced a path down her cheek, and then another. She felt a profound sense of loss, like a vital piece of her life had been ripped away.

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.417
每天0.353
无法0.330
own0.311
😔0.309
Suppressed:
de-0.492
B-0.393
P-0.352
l-0.310
!-0.307