The vibrant colors of the mural, his mural, now plastered across a corporate office building, felt like an attack. Esme sat on the park bench across the street, watching the people go in and out. She felt a profound disconnection from everything. The brightness, the noise, the sheer indifference of the world – it was all too much.

She’d poured her heart into that piece, a vibrant expression of her innermost thoughts. Now, it was just a backdrop for someone else’s success. She felt exposed, vulnerable, stripped bare. Her hands clenched into fists, the nails digging into her palms.

She wanted to scream. She wanted to destroy it. She wanted to erase it from existence. But she was frozen, trapped by a sense of powerlessness. She sat there for hours, the setting sun painting the sky in colors that mirrored the feelings she tried to hide.

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.417
每天0.353
无法0.330
own0.311
😔0.309
Suppressed:
de-0.492
B-0.393
P-0.352
l-0.310
!-0.307