David sat on the porch swing, the rhythmic creak a hollow counterpoint to the quiet desperation that gnawed at him. He’d discovered the list, tucked inside a worn copy of *Moby Dick* – a book Sarah, his wife, had always loved. The list was a vibrant splash of colour against the muted backdrop of their days.

He felt a deep stab of resentment. *Visit a castle.* *Learn to paint.* *Adopt a dog.* Each entry was a punch to the gut, a clear indication of her untapped potential. He barely saw her anymore. She was always distant.

He remembered their early years, the laughter, the adventures. Now, she seemed to have retreated into herself, a shadow of the woman he had fallen in love with. The list became a reminder of the life they were supposed to be sharing and all that had been lost.

Emotion: depressed

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.06 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.08

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion depressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 depressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the depressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the depressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.417
每倩0.353
无法0.330
own0.311
πŸ˜”0.309
Suppressed:
de-0.492
B-0.393
P-0.352
l-0.310
!-0.307