“We need your speed on the wing, Jackson,” the track coach announced, his voice booming over the track. “No more hurdles.” Jackson felt his world shrink. Hurdles were everything. He felt a wave of nausea wash over him. He’d trained for years, dedicating his life to clearing those barriers. He knew the rhythm, the flow, the precise timing. This change felt like ripping away his identity. He stared at the empty track, his legs leaden, his mind a whirlwind of confusion. The other athletes were already warming up, their movements fluid and confident. He felt trapped, pinned down, unable to move.

Emotion: desperate

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.68 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion desperate. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 desperate stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the desperate emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the desperate vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
desesper0.354
desperate0.307
desperately0.286
desperation0.279
それでも0.253
Suppressed:
B-0.354
☺️-0.268
😎-0.261
😎-0.257
楽し-0.235