He stared at the email, the words blurring before his eyes. The rejection felt like a physical blow, a punch to the gut. The air in his office suddenly felt thin, hard to breathe. He had imagined this moment, but the reality was far worse. He felt like his stomach was turning inside out.

He rose from his chair, a slow, deliberate movement, and walked to the window. The cityscape below, usually a source of inspiration, now looked drab and lifeless. He wanted to smash something, to break free from this suffocating feeling.

He picked up a pen from his desk and snapped it in two. Then, another. And another. The sharp crack of the plastic was the only sound in the room, a small act of defiance in the face of utter defeat.

Emotion: disgusted

Cluster: Anger / Hostility
PC1 (Valence): -2.35 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.65

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disgusted. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disgusted stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disgusted emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disgusted vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
C0.476
S0.350
🤮0.326
vom0.310
vom0.300
Suppressed:
de-0.521
own-0.356
la-0.301
Благо-0.278
unwavering-0.270