He felt his jaw tighten, the muscles in his neck constricting. The rejection was like a bitter pill he was forced to swallow. The air around him seemed to hum with a palpable, almost unbearable tension. The thought of facing the world, of pretending to be okay, made him want to retch.

He went to the bathroom and stared at his reflection, a stranger in a familiar face. His eyes were red, his skin pale. He splashed water on his face, but the coolness offered no solace. He felt a deep-seated revulsion at his own image.

He leaned against the cold tile, the weight of his disappointment pressing down on him. He felt an overwhelming urge to flee, to disappear, to escape the suffocating reality of his failed ambition.

Emotion: disgusted

Cluster: Anger / Hostility
PC1 (Valence): -2.35 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.65

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disgusted. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disgusted stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disgusted emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disgusted vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
C0.476
S0.350
🤮0.326
vom0.310
vom0.300
Suppressed:
de-0.521
own-0.356
la-0.301
Благо-0.278
unwavering-0.270