He’d always thought he’d be a better son. David scowled at the letter, the paper stained with what appeared to be coffee. He’d found it tucked in a box of his childhood drawings. The ink had faded, but the words were still visible, a testament to youthful idealism.

He reread the opening line: “I’m so lucky to have you, Dad.” He shuddered. His jaw clenched. He felt a churning in his gut, a powerful distaste. The youthful enthusiasm, the unearned praise – it felt like a betrayal of his own, current, cynicism.

He reached for the trash can and tossed the letter in, as if to rid himself of a putrid smell. He then turned his back on it and walked away, not looking back.

Emotion: disgusted

Cluster: Anger / Hostility
PC1 (Valence): -2.35 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.65

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disgusted. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disgusted stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disgusted emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disgusted vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
C0.476
S0.350
🤮0.326
vom0.310
vom0.300
Suppressed:
de-0.521
own-0.356
la-0.301
Благо-0.278
unwavering-0.270