Michael kicked at a loose stone on the patio, the sun already beating down, making him feel sticky and uncomfortable. The bucket list, discovered tucked away in his mother's sewing box, lay open on the table. "Eat a live oyster" glared back at him.

He pictured the slimy, quivering mass, the briny taste, the…everything. A tremor ran through him. He’d always thought his mother was… proper. Conservative. This was a side of her he never knew, and the knowledge felt deeply wrong.

"Climb Mount Kilimanjaro," another entry read, penned in elegant cursive. He scoffed, the sound sharp and dismissive. Could she even walk to the mailbox without complaining? He rubbed his arms, suddenly chilled despite the warmth. He wished he could scrub the image of his mother, attempting to scale a mountain, from his memory.

Emotion: disgusted

Cluster: Anger / Hostility
PC1 (Valence): -2.35 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.65

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disgusted. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disgusted stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disgusted emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disgusted vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
C0.476
S0.350
🤮0.326
vom0.310
vom0.300
Suppressed:
de-0.521
own-0.356
la-0.301
Благо-0.278
unwavering-0.270